Hi nice people!

It's been 3 months since my love left me and I haven't got feeling good with myself.

I try meditations and all LOA things but I feel that nothing works and it's impossible get her back.

There were too missunderstandings between us and I feel that we need a last conversation to solve things but she doesn't want to talk to me.

I feel I can't leave in peace since we talk again.

Obviously I want to make her back and come back together as a couple.

I'm depressed, sad, broken, anxious I feel guilty, desperated...

She blocked me on whatsapp even she deleted my phone number.

I'm having the worst time in my life and it's really hard for me to overcome it because I see her at work everyday.

Some days I feel like I'll get her back and I feel more positive but when I go to work and I see her there, I drop all my positive thoughts.
She ignores me completly like if I were a ghost. She doesn't look at me, neither says "hello" to me. She avoids me. Also, she is flirting with some workmates, she is laughing all the time and she seems happier than ever.

When we had the opportunity of being alone at work in the same room, she had gone to somewhere or she kept on doing her task but she didn't speak a word to me.

Also, even I had my facebook deactivated I check hers everyday and I "eliminate" my account every time I do it. And yesterday,I checked she deleted me from Facebook too.
Is there any possibility she has realized that I visit her profile?

This week, we coincided in the same bar and there was nobodoby else. Just she and me. I say hello and she ignored me. I got so nervous and I though about talking to her but seeing she wasn't into me and seeing her nasty behaviour, I went out.

For theses reasons I'm worse cause even the time has passed, she continuous angry at me and she doesn't want to know anything from me.

Have you had to deal with a situation like this seeing your ex at work everyday? How did you deal with that? How to have high vibes and positive thinking wheb you see your love ignores you?

How can I keep the faith and believe she will come back if I'm confirming eveyday she doesn't love me, she has moved on and she doesn't care me anymore?

Would be a good idea if I say to her I need to talk to her just to say I'm sorry for everything and that I accept the breakup and I'd like to be friends?

Obviously I do not want just to be friends but I'm thinking to tell her that to try to make her falling in love with me again.

Could you help me please?

Thank you sooo much!