Hi there

I hope you all are well. So recently I've been feeling a strong  urge to just hug my ex and hold him. It's strange because whenever I try to do remote seduction, My vision of him is his hugging me and crying. I keep trying to find something happy to do when doing remote seduction but my mind can only see that we are together and I'm holding him and he's crying. That feels amazing to me, and I don't know why. Because all the stories on here are about happy feelings. But I cannot tap into that n make it believable. Have any of you felt like this. I'm so confused because this feeling of us just together n his crying on my chest makes me happy. Not in a manipulative but in a sort of healing way. Is that good ?