Back in January I made the decision to let go of my love. My grandmother was dying and I wanted to be fully committed to helping her in anyway that I could. When my grandmother did pass away my love was there for me every single day sometimes making the trek from his school to where I live which could be up to an hour. One night I spent the night at his house and he confessed his love for me. It was the most touching and emotional thing that I have ever felt from him. And just like that I have since been in the most AMAZING relationship with my love since January. He is a different person and I could not be happier but just when I am over the moon, the universe just keeps delivering and our relationship gets better. Seriously, it is amazing! So my question is this, when you have received the thing that you most desire how do you get rid of the old conditioning that was previously experienced? My love is back at university and I trust him, I love him, he trusts me and loves me, but at the same time the old conditioning comes back up and when he would go to school would be the "break" from our relationship. Of course I have mentioned it to him and he says there is nothing to worry about and my body, mind and soul believe this but my fear, my ego is so annoying. I meditate, I feel great but I'm also tried of feeling nervous when he calls, or when he can't talk. I know he loves me and the problem lies with me. HELP!