There are infinite universes in that you are with her and infinite universes in which you aren't with her. It's just about what you give your attention.

I haven’t posted here for a while, today I felt like giving an update.
I was a bit surprised to read your reply after such a long time. Obviously it wasn’t a coincidence because last week something happened.
Let’s start from the beginning.

In middle January this year I had a ayahuasca ceremony which is something that I can’t even describe with words, I came back another person.
A month later I was listening to a podcast and I had the urge to start writing a book. I completed the book in a month and a half. The book was meant to be published on Amazon.
In the meantime I have always tried to keep my faith high and I was looking for a solution to deal with my limiting beliefs, I figured that having limiting beliefs must have been the only reason why I couldn’t manifest.
I found a way called Psych-K, my intuition said that was it. I suddenly buy the book and read it in a day, it resonated so well.

The next day I look for a Psych-K coach in the city where I live. Guess what? It’s the same coach that I contacted 2 years prior right after the breakup. That time I didn’t follow up, simply because I wasn’t ready.

I have the first session on Skype March 25, it was mind-blowing. We dealt with a belief of unworthiness in a 2 hours video session.
In the afternoon my anxiety was gone completely, never came back.

Moving on couple of weeks later.

My book is almost done, I’m now working on YouTube channel and website. April 11 I receive an email from Amazon about a contest which I could participate if I released my book before May 19.
My first feeling was: I must participate.

The same day in the evening I talk to my coach again to book the next session which would be in person in my city. I ask for the dates and he says probably May 18 or 19. Coincidence? Not so. We take it for May 19.

After the first session I buy a pendulum and I start testing my beliefs, I have a list of 49 beliefs which I’d gladly share if you want.

I test my beliefs 2 or 3 times, every day. I come up with a list of limiting beliefs. I come to the conclusion that the last resort is a belief of being undeserving. But I’m still not fully convinced.
One day while I’m half asleep I have a vision, I see 19199991919 written in light in my mind’s eye.

In the meantime I finish working on my website, YouTube channel and I finally release my book on May 17.
I receive compliments and praises from my friends but I don’t feel it. To me it was like, alright, no big deal. What’s next?
I come to the realization that there must be something wrong there. I’m not an author and I did something great, still I don’t feel this sense of achievement, happiness which would be normal, I think, when you accomplish something this big.

At some point I laugh because I connect the dots.

I had to go through the process of writing a book, creating a website, a brand and so on just to realize that I had a belief of being undeserving of happiness, accomplishment and ultimately, love.
Obviously the deadline of the contest on Amazon was right before my second session of Psych-K.
In the last month I saw angel numbers everywhere and a lot of synchronicity happened.

May 19 comes. That week before the meeting my body was sort of anticipating the shift, I had troubles sleeping.
That day I wake up very early and I turn on the phone.
In the last months I’ve been always following my intuition as I am today.
In the last week I updated my Instagram profile to promote my book and my website.
May 19 in the morning I open Instagram and turn on the mobile contacts function which I kept off before. I find my girl.

I had a big shift two weeks before that, I read a book titled “Twin flames - Mastery” and I came to the realization that she’s 100% my twin and she’s not running from me. The purpose of her run isn’t to hurt me. She’s running from herself and from the issues she thinks she doesn’t have to face if she never sees my face again.
I felt compassion and unconditional love. I felt peace.

Anyway, May 19, that morning I just look at her profile and do nothing: “After the session” I say.
Here comes the coach, we do the job. I feel another shift, was tough. I cried a lot and faced it all the way to the end.
In the afternoon I’m in the office and I feel like watching her profile again.
I see a picture she posted 1 year ago, we weren’t together at that time but that picture is sort of meaningful to us.
I press like on the picture, nothing else.

I go home and I feel very tired, weak, no power. Probably the shift was too big and my mind is processing that. Coach says it’s ok.
Next day I sleep all day, I’m tired.
I wake up from my afternoon nap and I check her profile, something has changed.
She didn’t block me like she ALWAYS did in the last 2 years.
She deleted the picture I liked and changed her profile picture with one of her and a guy.
I don’t freak out.
My first gut feeling was: “Don’t worry about it.” And it’s still like that.
This tells me that my beliefs are pretty good. I actually tested the wrong ones and they’re cleared.

Yesterday my body started rejecting the smoke of cigarettes. I started smoking in 2009, not much like 5-6 per day.
Starting from yesterday it started making me sick. So I quit. No efforts, I just don’t need it anymore.
I feel a sense of peace, nothing can shake me. I forget common things, my subconscious mind is working and rearranging things. I used to feel some pressure in the back of my head. I’m excited to see what’s next.

I still wake up in the middle of the night but it's getting better.

Sorry for the randomness of this post, I can’t make it any more logic than this.

Last edited by JoeGage (5/23/2017 3:31 am)

JoeGage wrote:

I haven’t posted here for a while, today I felt like giving an update.
I was a bit surprised to read your reply after such a long time. Obviously it wasn’t a coincidence because last week something happened.
Let’s start from the beginning.

In middle January this year I had a ayahuasca ceremony which is something that I can’t even describe with words, I came back another person.
A month later I was listening to a podcast and I had the urge to start writing a book. I completed the book in a month and a half. The book was meant to be published on Amazon.
In the meantime I have always tried to keep my faith high and I was looking for a solution to deal with my limiting beliefs, I figured that having limiting beliefs must have been the only reason why I couldn’t manifest.
I found a way called Psych-K, my intuition said that was it. I suddenly buy the book and read it in a day, it resonated so well.

The next day I look for a Psych-K coach in the city where I live. Guess what? It’s the same coach that I contacted 2 years prior right after the breakup. That time I didn’t follow up, simply because I wasn’t ready.

I have the first session on Skype March 25, it was mind-blowing. We dealt with a belief of unworthiness in a 2 hours video session.
In the afternoon my anxiety was gone completely, never came back.

Moving on couple of weeks later.

My book is almost done, I’m now working on YouTube channel and website. April 11 I receive an email from Amazon about a contest which I could participate if I released my book before May 19.
My first feeling was: I must participate.

The same day in the evening I talk to my coach again to book the next session which would be in person in my city. I ask for the dates and he says probably May 18 or 19. Coincidence? Not so. We take it for May 19.

After the first session I buy a pendulum and I start testing my beliefs, I have a list of 49 beliefs which I’d gladly share if you want.

I test my beliefs 2 or 3 times, every day. I come up with a list of limiting beliefs. I come to the conclusion that the last resort is a belief of being undeserving. But I’m still not fully convinced.
One day while I’m half asleep I have a vision, I see 19199991919 written in light in my mind’s eye.

In the meantime I finish working on my website, YouTube channel and I finally release my book on May 17.
I receive compliments and praises from my friends but I don’t feel it. To me it was like, alright, no big deal. What’s next?
I come to the realization that there must be something wrong there. I’m not an author and I did something great, still I don’t feel this sense of achievement, happiness which would be normal, I think, when you accomplish something this big.

At some point I laugh because I connect the dots.

I had to go through the process of writing a book, creating a website, a brand and so on just to realize that I had a belief of being undeserving of happiness, accomplishment and ultimately, love.
Obviously the deadline of the contest on Amazon was right before my second session of Psych-K.
In the last month I saw angel numbers everywhere and a lot of synchronicity happened.

May 19 comes. That week before the meeting my body was sort of anticipating the shift, I had troubles sleeping.
That day I wake up very early and I turn on the phone.
In the last months I’ve been always following my intuition as I am today.
In the last week I updated my Instagram profile to promote my book and my website.
May 19 in the morning I open Instagram and turn on the mobile contacts function which I kept off before. I find my girl.

I had a big shift two weeks before that, I read a book titled “Twin flames - Mastery” and I came to the realization that she’s 100% my twin and she’s not running from me. The purpose of her run isn’t to hurt me. She’s running from herself and from the issues she thinks she doesn’t have to face if she never sees my face again.
I felt compassion and unconditional love. I felt peace.

Anyway, May 19, that morning I just look at her profile and do nothing: “After the session” I say.
Here comes the coach, we do the job. I feel another shift, was tough. I cried a lot and faced it all the way to the end.
In the afternoon I’m in the office and I feel like watching her profile again.
I see a picture she posted 1 year ago, we weren’t together at that time but that picture is sort of meaningful to us.
I press like on the picture, nothing else.

I go home and I feel very tired, weak, no power. Probably the shift was too big and my mind is processing that. Coach says it’s ok.
Next day I sleep all day, I’m tired.
I wake up from my afternoon nap and I check her profile, something has changed.
She didn’t block me like she ALWAYS did in the last 2 years.
She deleted the picture I liked and changed her profile picture with one of her and a guy.
I don’t freak out.
My first gut feeling was: “Don’t worry about it.” And it’s still like that.
This tells me that my beliefs are pretty good. I actually tested the wrong ones and they’re cleared.

Yesterday my body started rejecting the smoke of cigarettes. I started smoking in 2009, not much like 5-6 per day.
Starting from yesterday it started making me sick. So I quit. No efforts, I just don’t need it anymore.
I feel a sense of peace, nothing can shake me. I forget common things, my subconscious mind is working and rearranging things. I used to feel some pressure in the back of my head. I’m excited to see what’s next.

I still wake up in the middle of the night but it's getting better.

Sorry for the randomness of this post, I can’t make it any more logic than this.

I am really happy for you. You have started radiating love, unconditionally. And it will only give you more peace and happiness. So good to see you reach here. All the best for the amazing future you have.