Sanshi wrote:

Since I have been more conscious of what I think all day long and what happens to me in response to that, there is a pattern I notice that amuses me and we can learn something from. Nearly every time I have one of that nice small manifestations and talk about it to other people and am excited about it, it happens again within a few days. The second time, I'm a little less excited and don't talk about it so much anymore and it doesn't happen again.

There isn't really anything special about that. It's just proof of LoA and I don't need proof of it anymore, but think about it for a moment. What do you do, when something bad happens with your ex or any other thing you want? You think about it, you talk about it. Then it happens again or something that feels similar bad, but you don't talk less about it, you talk MORE about it. Now you think about both of that situations and it becomes more and more. How about thinking and feeling more about the things you want and less about the things you don't want? Look at this forum..how many post do you see where people are telling us how great their day was? And look at all the miserable, complaining, self-pitty posts. The way most of you use this forum isn't serving you at all!

 
I think this forum is way better than another one where 90% of the posts are about people wanting to attract back their exes more than LOA in general.. It's calmer here.

These few days I felt 1/2 empty but 1/2 peaceful because I stopped thinking about my girlfriend 24/7. I told myself I have too many important things to do so just get used to it that she's busy working overseas and learning to be independent on her own. So I spent my non working hours doing my "homework" and playing Abraham hicks videos nonstop. I have gotten used to the distracting background in Hicks videos but they are still blah blah blah to me.

I started to "pamper" myself a week ago by using facial sheet masks daily and applying moisturizer on my body. Not sure why I felt like doing so but I thought hey, maybe I can love my physical self too? Who says a man can't smear goo on himself right?

A few days ago i told myself I will get some freebies this weekend. Not sure what or how but I said I will get something small and for free. And? my boss gave me a nice breakfast yesterday (oh,free!  (lol)) and today, I treated myself to a nice lunch. On my way to my parents' , I decided to buy a lottery ticket and i won $60!

So there you go, free breakfast yesterday and a free lunch today because my lottery prize paid for it! 
Simple pleasures in life.....


Am I healed? Nah, I merely refused to think about the negatives but focus on what I ought to do now. When I start to think negative, I'll look into the mirror and curse at myself. It helps that I live alone so I can yell or say anything I want.

Last edited by kafel (5/06/2017 10:20 am)