happygirl97 wrote:

Hey guys!
I just hit rock bottom.
i really struggle to feel better.
Is that really the story you prefer?
BasicallY ALL areas of my life, except from family and health, are going really badly.
My definition of "all" is...well, all. You just mentioned two areas of your life which seem to go very well. You listed your health as if it had no significance. You may want to shift your focus here.
job: I got fired and got severly criticised that I am not appropriate for that job
So what? That's old news, why are you still focused on it? It's a great opportunity to get a new job that is much better for you.
love: I repell boys which has never been the case before, I always had boyfriends and attracting guys was effortless
Are you sure you want to overwrite your positive beliefs?
friends: I basically dont have any friends at all to go out with just one girl but I invest moreinto our friendship than she does
And why is that a bad thing as long as you like spending time with her?
i really try to feel better but I dont know HOW!!!
Stop talking about what you don't want and diminish what you do have.
I WANT friends I want love.
You don't get what you want, but what you are and in the moment you are complaining about the things that don't go well and ignoring the things that do go well. So you are surely not on the way to what you want.
I dont know how to raise my vibe, I want to go out with friends but I have none.
Everything gets worse and worse and I dont know how to feel better
By stopping telling those stories.
I try spending time on my own but i dont likeit it makes me feel even more lonely.
Then you should honestly ask yourself why you can't spend time with yourself and need other people to distract you.

I have never been so low in my life.
i used to be so independently happy and attracted guys so easily!
And you used to tell different stories.