Thanks TLoL, I really apprecaite that. You don't klnow how much that message means to me, thank you for making me feel welcomed and loved.

So I just sent her one last text, and I hope maybe it'll make her feel something. I won't be texting her again until she texts me:

"I feel very overwehlemed with, I guess, the lack of what we had, if that makes sense, that I can't help but try to bring it back by messaging you. I know you don't want to hear from me... And I guess I just hope with every next text, that maybe... just maybe, you'll respond and that we'd start talking again as if nothing had happened. It's my biggest desire in life, but I realize in doing so I'm just bugging you... I'll leave you alone. I'm so sorry. I just want you to be happy. Even if that means I'm not. I do hope that we'll be back to talking soon. Just... I really hope you're happy okay? That's enough for me. Love you."

I know I broke some "no contact, LoA 'don't say that' rules" with what was stated in the message, but I put my heart into it. She's seen me as selfish through her rose-colored glasses, so I hope that view will fix itself in time.  Either way I want her to be happy. I just hope she'll realize how much I mean to her before it's too late. I think that was very sweet, what I wrote to her. Anyway... I won't be mesasgin her again. She's not responding anyway, so there's no point. I've tried getting my point across. Just hope she'll come around. That's all I really want

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iinikkii wrote:

dude.. do you know what the definition of insanity is??

I know what you're going to say. Leave it out, okay? That's not the actual definition. That's just some pseudo quote that some guy on the internet came up with. It doesn't make any sense as an actual definition.

Thought what I wrote was very sweet. I thought it was okay, and I don't need judgement. Okay?

Last edited by YesIWILL (4/17/2017 7:55 pm)

iinikkii wrote:

Apparently you don't know the definition.. lol! Insanity is doing the exact same thing over and over expecting a different result! I'm sorry dude.. but you are insane. You don't listen, I don't know if you even read any advice that is given to you. I personally don't give a rats behind if you think I'm rude or not, cause it did take a "slap in the face" for me to wake the hell up. MOVE ON! Period! You disrespect her EVERY time you contact her knowing she doesn't want to talk to you. That isn't love. Another thing about love.. love doesn't hurt. You are obsessed.. the furthest thing from love. Get a life, get off the forum, move on, stop being pathetic. If I were her, I wouldn't want you either. Sorry not sorry.

That's not the actual definition, first off. Second, I'm not insane. Far from it. Again, that definition is MOOT. It's not even a "definition". I DO LISTEN. 

Are you ******* kidding me?? You are a COMPLETE asshole and do NOT understand how to help others. Instead, you find it fun to kick others while they're down. Please do NOT reply to my threads again. You're being a grade-A asshole. Get the **** off.


Somebody please do something about this. This kind of comment that was posted is NOT okay. It's unneccessary  and hurts. I felt even a little better after sending the message to her, but then this person comes in with this rudeness??! This isn't even rudeness. This is unnacceptable!!!! I am FURIOUS and hurt beyond belief. I cannot ******* believe someone can be so rude!!!!!!!!!!!

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iinikkii wrote:

I'm not kicking anything.. I'm telling you th truth. Like it or not. If she EVER comes back.. it's not going to be ANY time soon. It's going to be be when you have completely moved on with your life and don't hardly ever think about her anymore. Man the hell up dude. No woman wants a crying ass little wimp

No, you're being a COMPLETE ASSHOLE. You don't call someone a pathetic wimp, kicking them while they're down. Just stay the **** off my threads. You're a rude person and I don't need that in my life. You're just bringing me down further than I already am. Feel good about yoruself? You shouldn't. You're a rude asshole. Get off unless you have something kind to say. Jesus christ. I can't believe this right now. I cannot ******* believe this. I'm feeling worse now than I have been over the past few days.... THANK YOU. That's on you. You don't have to be such a jerk.

I am NOT taking them for granted. I've told them I appreciate what they're saying and I'm trying SO hard. It's people like you that do the OPPOSITE of help. Do you like being a dick? Do you think it's cool or right to be a jerk? because that's what your'e bieng. 

Stay off my thread. I cannot ******* take this right now. I can't ******* take this. I am so ******* depressed after such a message. How bad of a person must you be to say something liek that to someone who CLEARLY is going through a lot? Huh? If that post is driving me so far deeper, into depression, can't you see that you're not being kind? That you're being an asshole? Goddamn. I'm so ******* depressed!!!! I can't ******* od this . Oh my ******* GODDD!!!!!!! I cannot believe people liek you exist!! I cannot belive someone like you would be so ******* hurtful toward someone who's already really struggling. YOU ARE A JERK. There's no way around that. You are an asshole and I'm assuming you're taking out your own pain on tohers. Grow the **** up. 


I can't ******* take this. I can't. 

Last edited by YesIWILL (4/17/2017 8:14 pm)

Can somebody please ******* say something?!?!?!?!?!?!?!@?! This is supposed to be an environment where everyone gets along! Not where someone talks down to another who's already suffering!!! Oh my GOD!!!!!!


I'm over the edge right now. I'm so depressed. **** you, kid. Look outside yourself and see how the **** your words affect others. I am so ******* hurt right now.

Last edited by YesIWILL (4/17/2017 8:16 pm)