I don't know in which category of the forum this fits, so here it goes. I hope this is useful for the ones who are stuck just as I was.
So, I've been going trough some reflections of the past, just as Bashar says. Situations of the past were repeating themselves, and my mind wasn't at ease for this whole week. I was kicking and screaming for answers from the outside. But how ironic is life: IT ALL COMES FROM INSIDE!!!  The process of unease can teach us, but if we honor it. Suddenly, this revelation came to me. I don't know how, I guess there is an internal balance in our brains that won't let us go crazy or appart of wellness. I let myself feel what was there. I was angry for thing to repeat again, I was angry things were not going my way. And as this bad feeling passesd, I started to think and feel that I deserved the best: to have an amazing and secure love and relationship. And then I noticed: I had always been stopping what I wanted. My thoughts went like this: "well, maybe he is really busy and I don't need to be a nag and beg him for dates. Maybe I've been really bad and I can't force him to be in a relationship". How horrible!! All my fears came to life. But it took only 5 minutes to honor myself to turn everything. I feel now deserving of all the beautiful things, and now I'm letting all of this into my reality. 
You are deserving of everything just because. Take care of yourself. Hear what your silence is trying to tell you behind all that mindnoise. You have all the answers inside you.