So about 9 years ago an ex of mine broke up due to his emotions surrounding his father's passing, us losing twins and ultimately broken hearts. Drinking played a part and he left.

Over the years we kept in touch. He always reached out. Well my daughter's father and I spilt and he got out of a pretty bad relationship too.

We decided no matter what we would stay friends and keep in touch.

I started healing from my relationship with my daughter's father and realized how much I compared all my new boyfriends to this particular ex and it hit me like a tone of bricks.. I STILL LOVE THIS MAN!

I began soul searching hoping I wasn't considering him a rebound. So I started LOA and little by little he would call, reminisce on our last, even flirt a little.

He works nights, I work days and have a two year old, his mom has cancer...timing is just awful. But I kept the LOA going.

About two weeks ago he was in my neighborhood, I just so happened to have a sitter and after months of not seeing each other's faces there he was.

What started off as hanging out turned into a 7 hour date. Omg...hand holding, small kisses, cuddling, deep belly laughing, jokes and lots of fun. I feel asleep with him and woke up to breakfast and an innocent ride home ended with a sweet kiss to the forehead...classic!

Gosh I want to see him again....but the schedule still sucks and I still try the LOA but brain gets in the way. He and I planned next Saturday since he has a birthday coming. I'm so excited but worried too that he may not want what I want.

I know Veronica's method works..but I'm do silly wondering, what now. He is not flooding my cell with love notes or anything and there's no real talk of feelings, although he did admit I was the one who got away and if we had our lives together years ago we would be married with twins and a bad little dog. He thinks about our babies and our dog often and that gave me hope that he too may consider trying us again in our 30s...any advice guys?