So, the weirdest thing happened today. Before I get into it I will give anyone that doesn't know me a little bit of backstory. Back in September 2016, I was on the verge of death with life. I nearly lost my family, friends, job, and this guy I was dating-D. I realised everything collided in order for my biggest desire to manifest and that was my reconsiliation with my dad. During that time I gave thanks for my renewed relationships with friends, family and my job but the only thing I was missing was D. But with D he had slept with me and ended our dating scene. Now the next day I went to work heartbroken, shaking, couldn't stop crying. My boss decided we should confront him for what he had done so he threathened him and by the end D had blocked me everywhere. That night I wrote him a long essay saying how much I regret what happened and how I didn't want my boss to get involved and threathen his life. After that we stopped talking and he said he wasn't sure if we could be friends. He essentially wanted nothing to do with me.

It was early Oct 2016, I started to use LOA conciously to try and manifest D back. Naturally if you've read my previous success story he did come back. He messaged me first to say he regretted not being my friend.

But one thing I've learnt during that time was that I was still super attached and really into my current reality so everything I had worked for came crashing down and I got paranoid and lashed out at him over message. After we stopped talking. This was around January 2017 after he had stood me up 2 times and not give me a proper apology for what had happened between us. Naturally I still missed him. I still loved him but my attachment had died down and I let myself go through the emotions and heal more naturally and with a much better understanding now. 

During Feb until now I had been thinking about him but less. I started seeing other men, doing things I liked and thought about what I wanted in life. I decided I wanted to pick up dancing again and to have fun and meet new people. I guess subconciously all the men I was seeing I was still thinking about D and looking for him in other men but I wasn't obsessed about it. I spoke about him as if he was a long lost friend. So last few weeks I had been saying how lonely I had been and would love to meet someone and I mentioned wouldn't it be funny if I had met someone in dance class.

So I signed up for dance class which was a Friday lesson (17th to be exact). Somehow, someway, it got cancelled and the next best thing was Tuesday 14th. Naturally it was too last minute so I left it and waited to go this week instead. I was thinking about signing up for a Friday class but the more I thought about it the more I realised a good day would be Tuesday since I do lots of 10-12 hour shifts from Fri-Sunday. After I signed up for Tuesday I thought nothing of it. 

Last few days I had been playing around with PW. And I thought wouldn't it be funny to half ass PW'ing D. Then today I was bored after work and decided to message him telling him I wanted to talk it out. What we went through, how I felt, my lashing out messages. We ended up having a civil conversations, brought up old times and he apologised for what happened- which was all I wanted because till this day he hadn;t apologised for what happened, it was only ever me apologising. Then half way through the conversation he asked me if I wanted to hang out. I naturally said why not since I felt no attachment and was free so I said, Tue before 6:30 (my dance class) or Thursday afternoon.

Now this is the weirdest part... He said ''Tomorrow (Tues) is good because I have dance class.'' I questioned and thought was it the same one? It was just too coincidental... in the end it turns out it was the same class we are attending together tomorrow... and he had only started last Tuesday. So now tomorrow, somehow someway, we are hanging out from 2pm in London until 8:30- when our dance class finishes... 

This is mindblowing and I'm still confused as to how I managed it. All I've been saying was I'd love to have some dance lessons, meet a guy and I still loved D but eh. I didn't think much of anything and all of a sudden all this has just merged into one... Life is a funny thing. :')

Last edited by zionthecomedian (3/27/2017 9:24 pm)