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It's working...(UPDATE)
My thread from 4 days back...
So I had a topsy-turvy day yesterday...
My morning started off peacefully...I did a quick PW...forgot to follow with CTC, and did Agnes' text message technique and whispering technique back to back!
My mood was going from calm to irritated, but then right before a nap, my mood returned to calmness. Woke up and made a mistake (long story) and got yelled at and verbally abused. My mood then was like "F*** it all" and I argued back.
I cooled off later and scowled up until I left and I got on the train then evened out for the moment.
Until I made the shocking discovery that my love's housing situation had not changed (she's facing homelessness) and I felt as if I was hit in the stomach.
I freaked out for the moment and then after getting off the train I finally decided to break the 4-day NC and told her I was checking up on her. I was calm again.
The conversation went over 2 hours off and on but well. While in a worried state, she was still calm and receptive.
I gave her an idea that may help her transportation situation, that would be good, while she secures a job. She has a month to find a new place. I am genuinely scared for her.
I'll continue to do PW and maybe a bit of BWD, but also try to manifest on her behalf.
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Wow!
I noticed that after waking up this morning,
three guys sent me a PM LOL! The third one just his PM
Any thoughts about my situation?
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Update:
OMG! I really had a good day today!!!
I went to the march and I saw her and she was happy to see me and gave me a hug!
Moments later, I was about a foot away, calling myself giving her a little space, and she called me saying, "Come over here", and wanted me to march alongside her.
So we marched the entire time together!
And she spoke along with the other speakers and then afterwards, she wanted to hang with me and I wasnt alone. I had brought my male friend, so all three of us was together for the rest of the time. My male friend decided on taking the bus and so me and my girl rode in the back of the van.
She told me earlier she got two offers to live in the city so she wouldnt be facing homelessness anymore...thankfully...
We spoke a lot in the back of the van. I had my large shades on. The van had a little light coming in. I had the opportunity of staring at her while not being obvious lol.
She was lounging near the back door and I sat kinda near but then at some point she sat up and was a tad closer to me..(pretty comfortable and close) and then we got out of the van.
Then we met up with other people and we all had pizza and I had two small glasses of wine (red and white).
She left her charger, unfortunately.
My male friend (cuz I was broke), offered to pay for a new charger, before she had to leave to meet up with her future would be housemates to decide which place she'd pick to live in. She said she could meet up with us again later.
I told her I could look for this similar cord I had at the house.
Found that (msgd her) and I think she got busy or fell asleep...lol
Feeling mad grateful right now lol
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I forgot to mention that I've had several confirmations that these are working on certain levels...
Like besides the fact she wanted to hang the whole time of the march...
I noticed the sweater and shirt she wore...
BOTH I have visualized her wearing in my mind's eye....
She has like two more like that shirt, except different colors.
The one she wore was purple and green plaid and its what I've visualized her wearing in some visualizations...and esp in that rubbing technique!!!
And the sweater, I always see her wear it when I listen to a specific song!!!
She wore both yesterday at the march!
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UPDATE:
So I thought about her off and on all day...but not as much...the day before yesterday and yesterday morning when me and a friend binge watched a bunch of episodes of an anime I posted some link on Facebook about a pressing issue and tagged two ppl in it.
This was around 2am and about a half hour later she messaged me asking if I had borrowed something of hers...
That right THERE made me think "Oh shes probably using that as an excuse"
because what if I had the said item?
Then we would have to meet up for me to give it back lol
It was a brief convo that shifted to finding work and didnt last cuz she grew quiet and I guess went to bed
ETA: I told her about an event thats going on later tonight...she gave me a thumbs up, but she didnt say whether she'd go or not, which is fine.
I didnt hear from her since then, and I wont bother her further about the event.
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