Kind of freaking out right about now. Could use some help. I can't relax

I'm really not sure how to word this nicer, it seems that you're waaaaay too attached and you're placing her on a pedestal. It's not about her and it never should be about her.  Avoid her Facebook page, from experience checking exes pages always ended in me being upset so I either removed them or I just deactivated my account. Forget about what she's doing, forget about who she's with. As far as you know that could be a friendly photo. And I wouldn't read into the like/reaction system Facebook as in place. 
You really need to start focusing on you, watch a new tv show, take a walk, read a book. Do anything that'll better you and keep you occupied. 

Blue wrote:

We've all given you advice on multiple threads you have made before. Good advice, too. I would suggest going back and digesting what we had to say to you.

I just need some faith in the loa right now. Not advice on how to get her back. Thank you though. I really do appreciate the advice you and everyone else have given me.

Colonel Roosevelt wrote:

No one can give you faith, you find it in yourself. And in my opinion, faith doesn't sound like what you need. If you don't work on your anxiety and heal whatever issues you have, you'll just prolong all of this suffering...and become more of the obsessed, needy stalker you're turning into.

Nope. What I need is faith. Nothing else gives me any anxiety. I see a therapist too for this subject of her. But yeah. Once I have faith I can attract her back, then I'll be golden. Right now the lack of belief that I can get her back is what is causing me the anxiety that I feel and have been feeling all this time. The situations like the ones in my first post just add to it

MiracleMaker wrote:

YesIWILL if you attract her back what is the next step for you? I ask because you said when you attract her back then you'll be golden, so I'm a little confused. Do you feel like you NEED her? How do you plan on maintaining the relationship after? What do you plan on doing differently in order to keep the relationship together? What's keeping you from being golden without her YesIWILL? We're all rooting for you here but I feel like you're not trying to be whole without her..

The relationship began to dissolve because of a miscommunication. I'm great at maintaining one.

She did assure me when we were together that he's just a family friend so I should believe her right?