So, yet again yesterday was a really low day for me.
Couldn't get my vibrations up. It was like a dark shadow hanging over me. A shadow I couldn't get away from no matter how I tried.
I couldn't find any happiness.
So eventually I took a relaxing shower and prayed.
Prayed for help. How to get out of this zone. Prayed for help in getting back together with my girl. Prayed for which steps I should take.
So, as time went by, I began to calm down and said to my self, that even though I meet girls and they dissappear as fast as they arrive, I don't care. They are not my way of finding happiness.
Later that night I went on Netflix, cos I wanted to relax to something funny and stumbled across "Yes man".
So I watched it. And as I watched it, and the scene we here he makes a pact with himself I thought, "I'm gonna make a pact with myself too".
A pact where I tell my self that I cannot lose faith in the possibility of getting her back. That it is by all means possible.
And so I signed it with my name.
I now have a clear contract with my self, that I cannot lose faith in loa and what it can do with my life.
Long story short, I'm sure that God made me watch this movie, so I could get my faith back.
For the first time in almost a week, I slept well and without anxiety.
The universe/God must answer in all kinds of mysterious ways, if you just ask, I guess.