I wasn't sure what to name this.  I couldn't think of a good title

But ok.  There's this girl that I want to become friends with on this app.   I sent her a friend request. And she rejected it.   The funny thing is.   Right when I sent it to her. Up until it happened. I had a sour view on it.     I wasn't feeling good about it.  And see what happened?

It makes me believe either of these things

1.  Once my resistance for it goes down   I could again(In a few months). Send another request and she accepts(this has happened so many times with people)

2.  The universe has another way planned for us to become friends(from what I've heard, if you have a desire.  Then it's always likely to happen)

3.  I truly didn't want it. Or she's not my "type of friend"

When things don't go the way I want them to, for any situation.  I always think that there was some type of resistance in impacting it.  And I can quickly reaffirm it

I don't get worried like I use to, I know it's mostly in my mind