Avaelle wrote:

MissMiles906 wrote:

Nope I don't feel invisible in my world. But to him. I guess I don't understand the question.

Ok good.  I was going to say that if he is making you feel invisible then the most important thing would be to work on that.

He and I barely speak. Honestly he doesn't make me feel anything. It's been so long to feel. But when I come around he acts as if I am. It HURTS.

We both messed up, but he chose to leave...I chose to beg..and then he denied our kid and then I git ugly. After months of cooling off we spoke and i could hear the damage was done and he was fed up. Lies were told and family divided. Now I'm saved...git into Christianity and LOA ant his family thinks I'm a broken soul who has gone nuts. I'm a joke. To me I feel more sane and calm. And can see my faults and I've acknowledge them without an apology from any of them...just more finger pointing.

I want to scream some days and reveal all their lies and chatter about one another but hating me binds  them...

As for him, he retreats to his room, stays outta town for work and never checks on his kid unless his mom asks to get her for the weekend. When I'm there he will look but says nothing.

This is someone who couldn't take his hands off me or super excited to share a story... Now I fear too much time has passed to even be friends.