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**** anxiety. **** worries. They exist in me. I'm not listening to them anymore. M is coming back to me, and I know it. She is mine, I am hers.
I'm letting go of the worries and am living for me. She's on her way back to me, with an apology, because THAT is what I want. I WONT give up. Especially since there's no reason to with the LoA.. I can hear it now "I am SO sorry for putting you through everything. I regret ever pushing you away. I want to be with you again. It's all I've been thinking about".
This IS happening guys. I can't wait to publish my success story to give hope to others. I feel as though a lot of people need hope right now.
(Btw, to everyone else who said congratulations on my apartment and job thread, thank you!!! I got really lazy, in all honesty and hadn't replied. Thank you!!!$
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I could be wrong, but I remember reading things Β that even though it's possible to get apologies from people, that we shouldn't "want it" Β because it could mean we have some negative emotions towards the person
Maybe this is your resistance towards her? Β Β Do you hold any type of resent or anything towards her?
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Dan2015 wrote:
I could be wrong, but I remember reading things Β that even though it's possible to get apologies from people, that we shouldn't "want it" Β because it could mean we have some negative emotions towards the person
Maybe this is your resistance towards her? Β Β Do you hold any type of resent or anything towards her?
Maybe I do want forgiveness. I guess I do look at her in kind of an ugly light since she hurt me. I didn't really get closure maybe? I just can't "unsee" her in that light and see her in the old, but here's the kicker, I can't really let go. I'm living my life, enjoying work but she's always there and I'm always worrying to some degree about it. I'm on anxiety meds but I can't let go. Not that I don't want to, I just physically can't.
But either way I'm still hopeful! I know she's coming back. I feel so connected to her and if I want to be with her this badly, ten how can the universe say no?;) I've got this. Just gotta sort out a few things. She's coming back
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**** anxiety. **** worries. They exist in me. I'm not listening to them anymore. M is coming back to me, and I know it. She is mine, I am hers.
I'm letting go of the worries and am living for me. She's on her way back to me, with an apology, because THAT is what I want. I WONT give up. Especially since there's no reason to with the LoA.. I can hear it now "I am SO sorry for putting you through everything. I regret ever pushing you away. I want to be with you again. It's all I've been thinking about".
She is on the way stay focused I am in the same boat β΅οΈ the apology is on the way and your new relationship will be so much better.
This IS happening guys. I can't wait to publish my success story to give hope to others. I feel as though a lot of people need hope right now.
(Btw, to everyone else who said congratulations on my apartment and job thread, thank you!!! I got really lazy, in all honesty and hadn't replied. Thank you!!!$