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**** anxiety. **** worries. They exist in me. I'm not listening to them anymore. M is coming back to me, and I know it. She is mine, I am hers.
I'm letting go of the worries and am living for me. She's on her way back to me, with an apology, because THAT is what I want. I WONT give up. Especially since there's no reason to with the LoA.. I can hear it now "I am SO sorry for putting you through everything. I regret ever pushing you away. I want to be with you again. It's all I've been thinking about".
This IS happening guys. I can't wait to publish my success story to give hope to others. I feel as though a lot of people need hope right now.
(Btw, to everyone else who said congratulations on my apartment and job thread, thank you!!! I got really lazy, in all honesty and hadn't replied. Thank you!!!$
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I could be wrong, but I remember reading things Β that even though it's possible to get apologies from people, that we shouldn't "want it" Β because it could mean we have some negative emotions towards the person
Maybe this is your resistance towards her? Β Β Do you hold any type of resent or anything towards her?
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Dan2015 wrote:
I could be wrong, but I remember reading things Β that even though it's possible to get apologies from people, that we shouldn't "want it" Β because it could mean we have some negative emotions towards the person
Maybe this is your resistance towards her? Β Β Do you hold any type of resent or anything towards her?
Maybe I do want forgiveness. I guess I do look at her in kind of an ugly light since she hurt me. I didn't really get closure maybe? I just can't "unsee" her in that light and see her in the old, but here's the kicker, I can't really let go. I'm living my life, enjoying work but she's always there and I'm always worrying to some degree about it. I'm on anxiety meds but I can't let go. Not that I don't want to, I just physically can't.
But either way I'm still hopeful! I know she's coming back. I feel so connected to her and if I want to be with her this badly, ten how can the universe say no?;) I've got this. Just gotta sort out a few things. She's coming back
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**** anxiety. **** worries. They exist in me. I'm not listening to them anymore. M is coming back to me, and I know it. She is mine, I am hers.
I'm letting go of the worries and am living for me. She's on her way back to me, with an apology, because THAT is what I want. I WONT give up. Especially since there's no reason to with the LoA.. I can hear it now "I am SO sorry for putting you through everything. I regret ever pushing you away. I want to be with you again. It's all I've been thinking about".
She is on the way stay focused I am in the same boat β΅οΈ the apology is on the way and your new relationship will be so much better.
This IS happening guys.I can't wait to publish my success story to give hope to others. I feel as though a lot of people need hope right now.
(Btw, to everyone else who said congratulations on my apartment and job thread, thank you!!! I got really lazy, in all honesty and hadn't replied. Thank you!!!$