I feel like everyone in this forum are just lost and don't know how to let go of our desires. I understand how we all really and I mean really want the things we want and it's absolutely possible. But all I've noticed is people who are lost and don't know or rather can't let go of what they want. I feel like for me personally overtime I just forget and let go that way. But tbh this is the first time I've had this one thing on my mind for months. I honestly don't really need this to happen I know my worth and I'll be fine. But I want that specific excitement and feeling it before it's actually here is kinda difficult cus well... you just don't see it. I feel like we all need to just think about our selves right now and only our own individual self. Today at my school we had people speak and share some sad stories about their life. The purpose of their motivational "seminar" (is that the right word?) was to teach forgiveness and how it's hard but it can heal you. Let's all forgive and love ourselves before anything. I don't want an ex back (never had one) I'm trying to manifest a relationship but there is something specific related to it (hard to explain) but forgive your ex.. genuinely and work and forgive on yourself. Go out and treat yourself with some cakes but spend more time thinking about you cus you only have yourself. I'm honestly gonna worry on the moment now and stop trying so hard, it's annoying in a way even though I'm not being negative. Even if it doesn't happen you'll be okay! But I'm pretty sure it will happen so don't worry! Much loveeee!!! Xoxo