YesIWILL wrote:

Collie, Thank you! And well, it's weird because I HAD to believe it was going to happen or I'd be homeless. Maybe it helps hat a few of my LoA buddies and one spiritual online buddy kept telling me I was going to get it (the apartment) - the job, I knew I was going to get. I was so sure because my manager LOVED me and before I put in my application he wanted me to tell him when exactly I put my app in.

PF, thank you so much You are 100% right! Now I'm just trying to find a way to let go of my ex (the desperation, not of her) because I know I need to let go if I want to get her back. So I have to continue focusing on myself. Thank you so much again!

Sanshi, long time no hear! thank you so much!!

Zenith, thank you so much! I just need to continue this positive streak and not dip again. Positive vibes all around!

Suzy, you are a million percent correct, thank you so much!!


Guys, overall, I was worried. I kept worrying. I'm a worrying dude with an anxiety disorder that I'm working on, BUT, despite the anxiety, I KNEW I had to get these places. I knew they'd happen. So anxiety doesn't matter. At least I don't think so. I mean, try not to worry, but the main thing is believing it'll happen. That's something I needn't to work on when it comes to my ex because I honestly and truthfully don't believe she's ever coming back. So I need to find a way to change that. It's all about belief guys


Thank you so much again!!!

Very happy for you! My situation is different. My boss at my previous job for some reason isn't open to the idea of me returning..although she denies it.
I dream of returning there..each time i go visit i feel that i belong there.

proud of you my munchkin! knew you'd do it from day 1. <3