So I started trying to manefest my love back in October and for a few weeks felt so happy and amazing.. but once into November I was feeling so down amd upset.. I knew christmas was on the way and the thought of it made me so miserable because all I wanted was him.

I used to keep up with visualising and meditating reading the secret and doing everything to the book including the 25 day challenge... but I realised it wasn't going to work because I was forcing it... I decided to stop everything and just give myself time to trully grieve and heal... so I have...

My love and I had a pretty rough break up at the end of September and as I was desperate to get him back I started using the law of attraction only a few weeks after so didn't take much time to heal... we've spoken twice since but within the first month of the break up and both times weren't on good terms...

I haven't seen or heard from him since...

During the past few weeks I've had a bit of an enlightenment, I've had crazy signs and strange happening.. for example one night I started to cry and just spoke to whoever was listening... my nan past away a few years ago and I have her picture next to my bed I started talking to her asking her to help me and give me a sign... she did! I heard my mum talking (mind you this is two in the morning and she was asleep) I felt like I need to go and see her... I went in her room and she was fast asleep... just talking in her sleep... which got my attention to go see her... as soon as I walked in lights from all directions were going mental and flashing at me... her phone... computer... night light.. watch you name it! I turned everything off and a gust of wind made the curtains move (from where I have no clue because the windows were closed) and as I walked over to them I saw the number 2222... I felt so strange seeing it so looked up what it meant and it means that my manifestation is starting to happen in the reality amd all my hopes and dreams are coming true... the morning after I spoke to her and she told me she was dreaming of my ex and I and he was saying how sorry he was and how much he loves me

Was this a message from the universe telling me it's time to being again... start using the law of attraction? Like I've had enough time to heal... I'm so worried I'm delaying my manifestation because I'm still attached to it... no where near as much as I was... but I still need to let go... I am in a much much better place then when I started.. but is it time to start again? I'm sorry this is so long but I really need help thanks to everyone in advance <3

Last edited by Elisha_rose (2/12/2017 5:20 pm)