Lately I have stopped putting so much focus on my lover and more on having positive, healthy love in my life.
I truly love my S.O but I have recognized that I am starting to be open to being with someone else as well. My past relationship with my lover was very unhealthy and toxic and at the moment she is not interested in being with me at all. I believe time will only tell and help heal our wounds. 

I am excited for love and adventure and I am excited for my happiness when it comes to that.

Will becoming general about wanting a loving relationship instead of trying to just manifest a relationship with my lover actually prevent my lover and I ever being together?