Hi guys! I am on my process to attract my man back and having a bit hard time so if you can help me, I would be so grateful.
 
   My man and I broke up last April. Since then we would talk then fight over and over. Last October, I told him he should never speak to me again. I was sure we will never speak again until I saw Veronica on YouTube in December. Since then I am trying to attract him back as a boyfriend in my life. This January I contacted him since some emergency happened and thought I need to move away. I just thought "you know what I just wanna see him for the last time" However I ended up not moving away for now. He was texting me and trying to help me out with my emergency situation or tried to come see me couple times. So this past Monday he came to see me. However all he wanted from me was just sexual relationship. I made it clear that I do not want just that. Since then he hasn't texted me... If I text him I know he will respond but I am trying to attract him texting me. even though I know I am the one who attracted this whole situation I can't stop being angry and hurt with what he wanted out of me. And even though I am still madly in love with him (or how he used to be I guess), logical part of me is telling myself to move on because I deserve better. I look around to see other options of guys but at the end I cry because I want him... But logical part of me is not letting me visualize....

Can anybody give me advice for what I should visualize? or what else I can do to focus on what I truly want instead of what happened? Please help me... I'm feeling like give up when I really don't want to.... Thank you!