This LOA journey for me, has been going since November 2015.  so many ups and downs... over the last few months, I have really begun to "find myself"   I notice the more confident you get and the more you start finding yourself, the more your mindset/thinking changes


for example, I KNOW my ex will be coming back and I KNOW we'll get back together, but I've started thinking that I might not want to actually marry her,  from the day we broke up, I've always felt we'd end up getting married..  I still wouldn't mind that actually

but, I want to see how things go when we get back together, since  I've been feeling great, I've built connections with a good amount of women, i realized there's so many people out there that I could see myself marrying.  

It's not one of those desperate posts of  "oh, I don't think I'll get her back, so we won't get married"    it's the opposite, I'm so amazing, a lot of people including her will want to marry me    it's true about what I've read, we have way more than 1 soulmate 

Do I think we'll date again? Hell yes, I KNOW it... but me automatically knowing I'll want to marry her  has gone away