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This is a Big Thanks to everybody out here who had given me positive vibes today. I was really petrified in the morning as I thought that I might have a nervous breakdown when I will drop her at the airport. But thanks to the universe, I didn't even cry when she went away from me. The separation was more in happy vibes and chilled out. We cracked a lot of jokes on the way. Laughed a lot. Did every fun thing that two friends will do. Though she was adamant that she is not going to contact me ever, but deep down my heart as if my reality was constantly hinting me that, its not true. And that gave me enough power to stay positive all the while.
The best part was this -
While I was driving down to the airport, she exclaimed that though we are getting separated today and that I can feel it, but somehow she is not feeling as if we are getting separated. She is the one who has taken the decision of getting separated, but somehow she was not feeling it in her heart. She was feeling as if its just another normal day. She wasn't even feeling that she was going to the airport. She was feeling as if I was dropping her to her house as usual. I could not fathom this feeling. Can anybody decode it for me?
Thanks
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lovekinjal wrote:
This is a Big Thanks to everybody out here who had given me positive vibes today. I was really petrified in the morning as I thought that I might have a nervous breakdown when I will drop her at the airport. But thanks to the universe, I didn't even cry when she went away from me. The separation was more in happy vibes and chilled out. We cracked a lot of jokes on the way. Laughed a lot. Did every fun thing that two friends will do. Though she was adamant that she is not going to contact me ever, but deep down my heart as if my reality was constantly hinting me that, its not true. And that gave me enough power to stay positive all the while.
The best part was this -
While I was driving down to the airport, she exclaimed that though we are getting separated today and that I can feel it, but somehow she is not feeling as if we are getting separated. She is the one who has taken the decision of getting separated, but somehow she was not feeling it in her heart. She was feeling as if its just another normal day. She wasn't even feeling that she was going to the airport. She was feeling as if I was dropping her to her house as usual. I could not fathom this feeling. Can anybody decode it for me?
Thanks
I am happy that you got her support.
Giving you Lots of love & lights.