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Hey Everyone, I am super excited to be starting the 25 day challenge tomorrow. I will make sure to keep you guys posted. When I just got on here, I didn't start the challenge immediately because I was not in a healthy state of mind. Apart from that, I really and truly did not know exactly what I wanted. I wasn't sure if I genuinely wanted our love back or if it was out of a place of being scared I will never experience these things again. So after some time, some revelation and thoughtful process, I am now ready to do this and I intend on looking at it like a fun adventure. Now that I have become more detached from the outcome the timing just feels right . It may seem weird but I really really didn't wanna embark on this when I was still very caught up in 'reality' and still very affected by what transpired. More so, I really needed to find that key ingredient which is loving MYSELF in order for me to do this with a pure heart, not out of desperation or any of these ugly feelings...cuz lets be honest, doing the challenge in that frame of mind is truly putting yourself at a disadvantage because you will not be able to reap the full rewards. So tomorrow starts I turn a new leaf, together with a great support system here and I look forward to every minute of it.
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Sounds like a wise decision on your part. I am curious as to what you did in between your first attempt and now though? How long has it been approximately?
I'm sure you'll have great success!
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About 15 days give or take. I was still in the process of investigating the entire LOA and finding out different information I can. Thats when I realized I was doing myself a disservice and instead of putting what I felt in my heart was right to good use, I was also looking for contradictory info as to why it would not work because I couldn't wrap my head around this concept actually working..the too good to be true feeling. That was a big NO NO because in order for this to work faith is key and limitations should not be part of the picture. I also had to get my thoughts under control, all the negative chatter I would tell myself. When I became a better observer to my thoughts that is when I really saw the beauty in LOA and why it will work.a definite lightbulb moment.Β
Ultimately I want to give myself the best chance possible, yes I still get stubborn thoughts from time to time but now I feel more in control. I am able to close out my current reality better and focus on what I want to see.. I hope that explains it well. In the beginning I just knew the need to do this wasn't coming from a good place and that worried me because I knew I had to dig a little deeper. Now that I have found exactly what is was ( self love really) I have this great sense of clarity which will help me manifest the relationship I have always desired. If you're on your journey, all the best to you!Β