Hello lovely ladies and gents!

I'm stuck at home with a stinking cold, and I don't know about anyone else, but being ill can really put me on a rollercoaster of emotions. I'm trying to remember that it's the being not very well that's making me feel like this.

I am actually doing quite well generally - I'm at the point where my belief that everything is going to work out with my man feels like the normal feeling, and it's really odd and wrong to think that it won't, and I'm surprised when I have those thoughts because they feel so... not on my path. This is a massive step forward from where I was even a month ago, so I am grateful and have total faith that I am moving in the right direction.

All the same, we all have our down days, and being sick and at home is making me feel lower than I would normally, so I could use some good vibes if anyone has some they can send me

Just writing this out, actually, has made me feel a bit better so that's a total plus! To whoever replies, I'm already sending out gratitude that you have and that you're helping me to feel better on a bit of a grey day.