iinikkii wrote:

Now sometimes he will respond when I text, and sometimes he doesn't respond at all. I'm really upset with myself bc I really like him a lot

Hi iinikkii, good to see you again. I'm glad you've found someone else, and I'm also glad you've recognized what you've done to create this. Its hard to realize and admit it, but I'm glad you're aware.

Now, based on what you've said, it seems like you're too focused on what is currently happening, ie. not receiving messages from him. Instead, focus on your desired reality - where be blows up your phone all day and wants to be in contact with you all the time. It will happen if you stop worrying about why he's not texting you now. You're correct in the sense that you've created this, but you can also create a reality where he's all over you. 

You know this. Have confidence in yourself. He may not text right away, and that is okay. Keep the faith girl. You got this. 

It feels like I'm band new to all this.. cause honestly I feel like none of this works for me. I don't know how to not notice that he is blatantly ignoring me. I like this guy so much, I don't know how to BELIEVE and focus on the reality where he is crazy about me.. when right now he's not even responding to me.

Thanks blue for talking to me.  I know you're right!
Sometimes I have a hard time not contacting him,  and waiting for him to contact me. Today I was about ready to throw my hands in the air, so I called him. He didn't answer.. but 3 minutes later he called me back and we talked on the phone for 25 minutes! I am so happy I got to talk to him! We didn't talk about any thing in regards to him and I.. just chit chatted really. I love talking to him, he's so easy going and fun. He's honestly one of the sweetest people ive ever met. I really really want him to be my boyfriend.

Yes.. when I talk to him I feel like I'm on cloud 9. I feel energized and most definitely the butterflies are swarming. It's the best feeling ever!
How do I continue reaching for that feeling during the meantime? I know my thoughts and feelings create.. very firm believer.. however I do tend to dwindle on the trust that he will reach out or that he could begin being attracted to me more than "just a friendl"

I know I can do this, just need a little help! You're the best blue

iinikkii wrote:

How do I continue reaching for that feeling during the meantime? I know my thoughts and feelings create.. very firm believer.. however I do tend to dwindle on the trust that he will reach out or that he could begin being attracted to me more than "just a friend

You do whatever works for you. For me, I've recently began to script, and I made a 'vision board' on my computer. Remember, you don't need to be high vibing ALL the time. Just truly start reaching for better thoughts. Listen to Abraham? Thats what I like to do.

Also, I've taken on just going general to reach an all around good feeling place. I've set it as my goal to just feel good and enjoy the ride, and not feel good just to get someone back into my life.