I feel like my manifestation is off. I'm about to get my lover back but it doesn't feel right. Any advice on what that could mean?

I feel like I'm manifesting a bad result.

It seems too easy and too good to be true. I can't get rid of the doubt as much as I try to.

Should I be jumping into a relationship so quickly or should I just try to be friends with her first. I feel off because she really has been trying to get over me and she is with a guy who is giving her what she wants so I'm also thinking of her happiness.

Point is all the doubt and insecurities of our past relationship is haunting me and I know the advice I will get says to let it go but I can't,my vibrations are so low I can't fight them.

Thank you so much for any advice!