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Today was a good day. I went to visit my mom in Berkeley, CA. I was mad this morning and was like "Universe please give me a ******* sign!". I was so done and wanted to be removed from the feeling of lack in my life. I was feisty and let go. Well low and behold as I was leaving mom's house, I saw my ex's mother driving. In the 35 years I have known him and his family, I have never seen his mom driving in our town. I was so calm and said "yep, that's how it works". I went on with my day and met some friends and had a drink. Then our song came on the jukebox. I am like "okay, I get it it. You have to completely let go and not care about it". Just keep it movin! It's okay. I have put into the Universe that I want us to get back together but you have to detach completely. Stop feeling lack! Stop wanting so desperately. Keep the faith. Let's see what tomorrow brings... just focus on you.