YesIWILL wrote:

thank you all. so what about the crippling anxiety that comes with these feelngs? do i feel that too? because if i do im sure allowing it would make me pass out. with allowing thesefeelings comes an unnatural anxiety.

thinking of her with me now is really the only thing that helps me feel good or right,and no lack. but im sure it also aids with the suppression. idk

Haven't read the rest of the thread, so sorry if it has already been said or isn't quite on the point.

Anxiety, as all other negative emotions, always means that you are out of alignment with your Inner Being that knows your higher truth. So, you shouldn't be like "Oh nooo, I feel baaaad, I'm creating what I don't want", but more like "Okay, I notice that I feel anxiety. That is my Inner Being telling me that I'm heading in the wrong direction with my thoughts. Thanks for being there, anxiety, else I hadn't even noticed that this thought was out of alignment. What was it that I thought?". And then find out the thought that caused the anxiety and start to mold it until it feels better. A better feeling always means that you are more aligned with You and with what you want.
 

Hey guys! Thank you so much!

So just an update. I was having an excruciatingly difficult time and got admitted to the hospital psych place for major anxiety.

Trying hard to stay positive. But I guess it's tough because they just told me I need to move on and when I'd speak of the situation to one person there (woman) she said, "Well if she's still ignoring you and hasn't reached out to you since then, she's definitely moved on. I know you don't want to hear it. She's probably with someone else" and that brought my anxiety through the roof. 

Anyway, I'm back home now, really praying for a Christmas miracle, trying to stay positive. I know I've already gotten advice, and I REALLY appreciate all of it  
but is there any other advice I can get? 

(btw, she got me a dr who mug for christmas one year lol, and the therapist person there had the same exact one on her desk... not sure if coincidence or a sign that she's coming back. Just thought I'd add that in there.)

Thanks again guys! Really trying to keep the faith up here, but I really could use some more help especially after what has happened. Thank you so much! 

Avaelle wrote:

YesIWILL wrote:

Hey guys! Thank you so much!

So just an update. I was having an excruciatingly difficult time and got admitted to the hospital psych place for major anxiety.

Trying hard to stay positive. But I guess it's tough because they just told me I need to move on and when I'd speak of the situation to one person there (woman) she said, "Well if she's still ignoring you and hasn't reached out to you since then, she's definitely moved on. I know you don't want to hear it. She's probably with someone else" and that brought my anxiety through the roof. 

Anyway, I'm back home now, really praying for a Christmas miracle, trying to stay positive. I know I've already gotten advice, and I REALLY appreciate all of it  
but is there any other advice I can get? 

(btw, she got me a dr who mug for christmas one year lol, and the therapist person there had the same exact one on her desk... not sure if coincidence or a sign that she's coming back. Just thought I'd add that in there.)

Thanks again guys! Really trying to keep the faith up here, but I really could use some more help especially after what has happened. Thank you so much! 

It is regretted that you're having such a difficult time. It seems like you haven't fully put your faith in the LOA way.  The person you spoke to clearly doesn't know LOA.  She's speaking on "reality" and what she has learned along the way. I know it is hard, especially at this time of the year but you must believe that she is already yours. Think of your memories but in a way to make you smile and laugh and think of how things are now.(Not your "reality" but how you want things to be with her) Praying is great, but you have to believe.
 

I guess I really haven't. Seeing the current situation just bring out a feeling of hopelessness, since it seems so bad between she and I. 

I love her so much!! I have to believe she's coming back!  
I love imagining her with me. I guess I just worry. Like, I know the LoA WORKS, but almost "to what degree"? Like, where's the limit, you know? It just seems so foreign that I can manifest someone who hates my guts and has moved on back into my life as my girlfriend, but I guess that's where faith comes in, yeah?

I definitely need medication for my anxiety and depression. I do. I'm happy I could actually admit that to myself haha!

But I've been listening to a song that reminds me of her on repeat, since I've gotten back, and it makes me SO HAPPY!!!

I have to believe I can get her back!! I've got to!
I just need to find a way to tackle these worries... 
Maybe I'll boot up video games or something for a bit, talk with friends, etc. 

Sometimes a spike of anxiety washes over me when my mind wanders to "what ifs"... like, "What if she's seeing someone else", or " what if the current situation is real and it won't change in my favor, since the CURRENT reality is so hopeless?" 

I must believe that I can change this and that she will come back!!! I love her so much and I want her back. How could the Universe deny me of this, if I want it this badly, right?

I just have to have faith!!!!
Thank you so much, Avaelle!!

We have so many different thoughts a day, I read it's around 50,00- 70,000. Not all of them manifest though luckily for us. Imagine the chaos if they all did? The thoughts with the most power will manifest, be it good or bad. So if you're having a thought that doesn't serve you just ask yourself "Is this what I want to manifest?" not a fan of a the word "want" but I couldn't think of a better word for that question.

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