Hi i attracted this guy one year back unintentionally. I use to talk about my perfect match, how gentleman should be to my friends and i challenged them i will find this person one day. I have habit of writing diaries and i remember i noted all my desires in one book. It was unbelievable and kind of miracle to me when i saw each and every single quality (let me tell you count was 50 to 60 points) in him. Earlier he denied this relationship but later he accepted. Everything was going perfect, i was on cloud 9.

Due to some problems in my office i started being upset and tensed, i was also surrounded by many negative friends who still influence me to move on. I committed many many mistakes like leaving him and going with my other female friends, not being supportive to him etc etc he started avoiding me by calling me negative and atlast he said, i am not the one for him. We are different and its better to get splitted and suffer pain right now.

He is the perfect person and i was perfect to him once upon a time. I started missing him and was in depression from 6 months. I am unable to sleep during night. I start crying suddenly. My health is going down day by days later i tried to contact him and i apologized for my mistake he said its ok but we will be just friends no closer friendship.

I called him thrice  and we had healthy conversation , laughing giggling etc later he started avoiding my text messages, i mean i hardly text him once in a week and he if i ask him two to three questions he ends up with answering one and ignores my messages. He is very stubborn.
Please please help me i love this man like anything and i am ready to improve myself and do whatever is required.by mistakely i saw veronicas video and subject was eye catching so i clicked. I am following this from two days but he is same but yes veronica because of you atleast i have stopped crying. I am very strong girl and never get into relationships but i am stuck here, i tried every possible ways.

Can someone please help me. I really need help. I want to take proper sleep, stop being depressed and the main thing is i want this man as my husband. i am watching veronicas video but i want him back asp.

Right now i am trying to be positive n thankful. Loving and smiling. Thinking about appreciation which i am getting. Listening to music where i imagine him with me. I am having sleep problems, after our break off so i keep watchich movies to divert my anxiety. Sometimes naturally i become negative and feel like giving up as we don't see or talk each other but when i see and hear veronica in her videos it boosts my confidence.
I have few questions
1. During visualization is it essential to visualize exact face, clothes
try to imagine what he is saying in his voice.
2. What if we are not in contact or without any mutual friends.
3.He is stubborn and tries to hurt me in kind manner but still cares for me.

Any tips to gain his love back,calls or texts as soon as possible
Please please help me. I love this man and i want to share my success story soon.