Sanshi wrote:

MadMoiselle87 wrote:

Don't want to sound mean but it's good to know that sometimes even you can't control your thoughts or emotions.

That's the very reason I told the story.

MadMoiselle87 wrote:

And you're right we think so much that we're difficult and angry pretty fast or jealous blah blah but if we think that way about us how should it be possible that this changes? Do you know Benthino Massaro? Since I found him a few days ago I'm watching his videos everyday and it's such an eye opener! And he says the same! Even our character it's just our choice! And we can decide how we are every moment. Guess another thing I have to work on.

Sanshi we aren't difficult we're totally relaxed, wonderful, sexy girls and they can be happy to be with us we're the jackpot!

Yeah, I know Bentinho for a year now. He is brilliant, but what we get out of it is always filtered through our vibration. I got something completely different out of it last year when I listened to him for the first time.

Of course we are the jackpot. Intelligent, self reflected, funny, interesting, vibing high, sexy, unresistable. Did I forget something?

Yeah sometimes I even getting a headache from all these crazy stuff he's saying that's basically is our reality :D
Today I'll listen to 'imagineer your life' we will see

Haha our awesome list is endless :D

What's about your guy? Did he forgive you or did he became distant?

Sanshi wrote:

This is a great talk. And "become a manifestation powerhouse" is also great. I love that stuff. He brought a book out lately. I want that for my birthday!

I managed to focus on what I want, relaxed and expected him to react great and to be crazy about me. He isn't at home over the weekend, so I didn't expect him to text anyway, but he told me that he still likes me, but he can't reply properly right now. So, I feel everything is fine between us and what I feel is my truth anyway. It's interesting. Even though I still can't always manage to react in the way I know would be best, I'm not so hung up on reality anymore. I didn't ponder what went wrong as I used to do and therefore it isn't that easily accessable in my brain. If you would ask me what happened, I had to think about it for a moment. That's progress for me.

That's awesome! You're really an awesome creator already :D!
But you know what? I just finished washing dishes and danced and sang while doing it lmao I'm so happy right now and already feel he can't wait to see me again and he even feels guilty about meeting up with her because all he was thinking about was me...

OKAYYYY LMAO!!! this is crazy you know what just happened? He called me Hahahaha. He said he didn't want to fight with me about yesterday and still want to be able to be honest to me if he's meeting someone BUT he also said that he didn't sleep with her and I don't have to worry :D OMG! Isn't that crazy? I'm the first he's calling on the way home from her?

Amazing stuff! I could hug the world right now lmao

Sanshi wrote:

Did you expect anything else in a world you create?
I meet up with a guy today even though I'm interested in my guy. It's just for fun and I know that nothing will happen (expect him paying for the cinema and my food ;D). So, you don't have to give meaning to stuff like this.

Gosh you're soooo right :D I love this! This is my movie and I'm the Regisseur :D

Hahha maybe you're right.. atm something in my heart is always yelling STOP if some guy is asking me for a date .. idk doesn't feel right. But I never saw it like you maybe I should haha