I dont know be a really happy and live how I have already  what I want especially during a weekend..Every saturday morning or sunday I wake up and I am sad and I want cry because I miss his messagess. Because I think on the times when I had message from him every morning every day and all day. We text together every day and during weekend all day and in theevening I went with him...and I still think about it and I miss this good times..
I go out with friends but I just wait when he come to the bar too or when I come home so  sad again because Iwant be with him. We live in one village and he is so near and Im not with him...and during a week I think about it how he still when he arriwed from work he text me and we text all evening again ...Iwant this times with him..Yes I know that this already exist in parallel reality...
sometimes I am happy and high vibration but I dont know have these vibrations still....I still think when he text or call me and I think that when I miss him so he textme...and I still think  how he can be alone and dont want be with me when I know that he is alone every weekend because he dont go out often with his friends and during week when he arrive from work so he is alone too...
I   know that I write similar post often.. so maybe I dont want any advice maybe I just wanted  write my feelings..

Last edited by Laura1234 (12/03/2016 4:59 am)