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I'm out of strenght. I'm going through a lot at this time. Days ago my SP visited me so happy, out of the blue, we kissed and he wanted for me to stay at the house, I said no. Then he texted me this π Rightaway. Like 2 days ago I called him and then he texted me in the morning to know if everything was alright! Then today I shared a memory of our dogs and he kind of felt guilty and Reply like please don't start, like he change his actittud out of the blue. Then I asked him what is up? He seems so insecure about everything, he is going out with diff girls and he is like "why do you care so much about my life?" (But he is the one liking my pics on fb and contacting me) and then i asked him why he visited me? He said that he doesnt know. I said to him to stop contact and then he said it was a deal. I can't do this anymore. I really mastered patient, but I cant feel positive knowing that he is playing me, that nothing is happening, I feel hopeless even tho I know all the rules and use it. I can't keep fighting with him, this is starting to affect every aspect of my life. I dont know what to do... π
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You say you have mastered patience but have you mastered yourself and your readiness to receive your manifestation? See the thing that makes question that is if you were completely ready for your manifestation, anything that he would say wouldn't matter because you know it wouldn't be true. It would just roll off your back. However, when you think you are ready and you manifest a small interaction and you might think it is the beginning but it is really just a taste and telling you deep down you aren't ready.Β
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You don't need patience, when you understand LoA. Why would you need patience, if you would already live what you want? You can't look at your reality and expect it to change.
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Aly you are totally right! I guess I need to keep on working on myself, is true I'm not ready... I will definitely work on myself, like literaly I need myself love, thats it!
Yes Sanshi, I guess what I need to mastered is to overcome fear and resistance.
Thank you both so much! I will be working on myself during this month. Xoxo!!!