I've had a heavy heart for a few days now.
I'm beginning to wonder if I'm even cut out for this love stuff.
Granted, earlier this year, in April, I used RS (Lanie Steven's techniques) on a very much older male musician (veteran in the industry) and it was somewhat successful to the point of likes on comments, likes on a few posts of mine and writing on my wall by means of Facebook.
My focus went away from this musician, unfortunately, due to a person I met online who turned out to be a narcissistic prick (ill refrain from using more colorful language).
Wasted my time on this moron. 2 and a half months before realizing he was toxic for me.
And it feels like I'm still kinda jaded from that experience.
And there's a blockage I'm having with the current target--I'm conscious of the blockage and like I feel it's hard to move forward in RS because of it. A question of ethics on my part. Not on my target's part.

And my current target follows a criteria that impresses me. I'm usually not easily impressed. Last person who really impressed me with that criteria? Michael Jackson.
Yes I am an appreciator of his musical work and philanthropy.
And it's like where are these kind of people in my city??? Seriously!?
The latest I've gotten from my target? A like on a post I tagged her in on Turkey Day.
That's basically it...

And I don't feel like taking an extra 5-10 years having to love myself in order to get what I want.
Should I move on from this person if I feel the blockage can't be helped?
Sorry for the rant.  (depressed) (errr)