So my BF and I broke up awhile ago, I broke up with him over him being too busy. I was reactive. I manifested this, all his lack, I know I did it. That is awesome, what power I have! Well we haven't been talking for awhile, I made a 30 days of gratitude for him and read one or more for along while...they were all about his many wonderful characteristics. I put one, out of 30, about his member... I hope everyone gets this, and how I was grateful for it! Well anyway, a few days ago, we haven't spoke in several months, I decided to mail it to him... no need for a reply it was all gratitude, and I knew I would be fine if he didn't akknowledge it...it was sending love and gratitude and it felt so good to do!
So he got it, and replied, he loved it, he sent me a picture of the one card out of 30 that said: I love your p...., I don't know if this is something I should put in the gratitude jar but damn, I am grateful. ... and wrote ha ha, thank you. (Guess he really liked this compliment!)
but he felt he should be fair to me and his lover, yes, that 'lover,' was the noun he used, so I have no idea if he meant girlfriend or a girl he is dating.. telling  me he was dating someone else...while it hurt for a second, and I really had no clue, it doesn't matter.
I replied, "I don't care if you are dating someone or if I am dating someone, he is not you and she isn't me. Let's catch up over oysters soon." And then I let it go, I want to catch up over oysters so I said it. Felt great and did think for a bit on how I am way better than whoever she is, but I caught myself and decided that maybe she is just a character in our love story, and I can write her out!
Then I realized, there,  I started giving too much thought to reality... I should let him know it's his decision and shouldn't have mentioned hanging out, we live less than a mile from each other, I had mailed the gratitude jar... anyway back to my non LOA move:  I texted him: if you have an exclusive gf I respect that and won't contact you again, let me know." Dear  gawd..step away from the phone, then I came here and began to center myself and started feeling decent again, maybe even happy!
Then I get a dick pic from him! 6 hours later. Lol, like we are almost 40, and sure I wrote I liked his p, but I wrote 29 things about his passion, his specific compliments he gives me, his strong character...etc. he writes: I know you like my p, sorry I am a tease.
We dated 2 years, sure we exchanged racy texts before when we are in a relationship, and we were apart sometimes, but it was balanced. I guess he isn't too serious about his ' lover' or he likes the attention from me? I actually know this doesn't matter, I can make the reason: he is so sexually into me. But I guess my question is, I don't know how I feel about this! I manifested it I am sure:-) but it's not exactly the order of what I wanted contact to be! He has a girl, who cares, I can focus on me and him.  But the sexual pic after not speaking for 2 months...do I just focus on the contact? I did reply, hot! But that's it, then he said: I have plans tonight, I said, okay have fun....why he told me this I don't know. Any help would be appreciated. I am going to quit the sexual visualizations for now and write the lover out... help!