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So currently I am waiting for my Love to manifested into my life. However, I am having trouble with the when. In the past I've been able to say I want a phone call and I have gotten it, or an invitation. But at that time I wasn't ready for the relationship because I hadn't worked on myself enough. Presently, I am so unbelievably happy just living my life, I go out with friends, I feel back to myself. I have forgiven, I do my best to let go, I feel him around me all the times sometimes with full body chills, sometimes I feel him beside me, sometimes I smell his cologne. So I'm ready to receive this amazing relationship but with his birthday coming up I feel anxious I am not going to get to spend it with him. So it's throwing my vibration. Sometimes I can bring myself out of it, other times I cannot.Β
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Why are you waiting, if you already living it? Waiting means that you are still aware of his absence and therefore you get more of his absence. As long as the when matters, you aren't quite where you have to be vibrationally to manifest the relationship you want with him.
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Well thats where I'm struggling During the day I am with my man no ifs and or doubts about it. When I woke up this morning it kind of just hit me. I don't need the deadline, It doesn't matter because he already with me. But how do I wake up with this feeling?
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I think it's just a matter of practice (at least, that's what I'm telling me all the time). What has helped me a lot was to acknowledge that my imagination isn't less real than my reality. So there is really no point in focusing on your reality, if you don't like it. Maybe put some notes over your bed with phrases that help you to remember that? And then take a few seconds or minutes to go into the feeling before you get up.