Hello  lovelies!  
               My name is Sid and this is my first post on any type of LOA form. I came across the law of attraction several months ago and became extremely into it. I actually used it to get over my ex-boyfriend and move on to new. This new guy is everything I could want and more. However I think a vibration change caused us to fall apart a bit. Anyway I will give the entire story.              
        Back in May my boyfriend at the time dumped me and later I found he cheated on me. I coped with it in many hunhealthy ways. I consumed myself in sadness and shut out many people I cared about.   I drank A LOT. When I decided it was time to pick back it, it was because the law of attraction. However, I was wanting to attract someone different.                
      I started working on myself. Making my appearance more “me”. I became happier and radiated it out to the world. Then I met him. On a perfect summer  day  I met my new coworker. And we were instantly drawn to one another. One problem, he had a girlfriend. I often confined to him about my ex  because,  I was still sad.  Me  and my coworker became closer and closer. Then he confessed his girlfriend was emotionally abusive. She wasn’t very good for him at all and it honestly broke my heart because I really loved this boy.  I talked to him  everyday  and as much as  could. I wanted  himwith  someone better. I wanted him with me but, never exactly said that. Somehow within the next month I made up my mind I wanted him happy. I imagined him happy… but happy with me.  He made the decision to leave this girl and instantly jumped to me within the next few weeks of doing this. Of course there were rumors. What else can you expect when someone leaves a relationship and gets into another right away but, it wasn’t like that. We knew it so it never really bothered it.  People at work heard we had been seeing each other and put the kibosh on that so we were very low-key. But,  We were happy. We had the typical 20000’s romance with going to rock shows and late night car rides. We would view the stars when we were broke and go out to dinner at 2am. We sang along loudly to the radio. He would go with me to the hospital when I needed to get a procedure done, I didn’t even have to ask . No one but my PARENTS have ever done that for me. He made me feel so invincible. I remember the night I tod him I loved hi,. It was cold because it was towards the end of summer and I looked into his brown eyes and said “Justin. I love you.” And his response was “ I know. Because I love you too.”  Everything seemed to be in place.  Then I moved to school and became depressed. I worry my bad vibes is what caused this all go down.               
     Now, its three months later and he and I are “on a break” and honestly I want it to be done. However, we both made this decision because im off at university missing not only him but my family tons and hes back home picking up some pieces. Hes recently lost his job at our place of work, he wants his GED, to start a YouTube channel (hes a musician), and to fix his vehicle. How he explained it to me about a week ago is “Sid I do love you but I think I need this time to fix myself. Ive always been in a relationship. Its been that way since fifteen. Im nineteen now and I think I need to get my **** together. I need to get over Lauren (his ex). Its not fair that I still care for her. I need to do this for me and when I have it all together and we still feel the same id be happy to pick this back up. I’m not just saying that either. Ii wont do what Larry did to you. We can still talk and be friends. I just cant do anything romantic right now.”  Honestly this is the first time I didn’t cry after a “break” or breakup because, I know hes coming back. I know he’s the one. We don’t text as much as we used to but we talk on the phone for at least 30 mins a day. He’s looking into night school for his GED and it looks like he has another job interview. He also paid for his car so that’s all good. He seems a lot happier.                
     If you’re still reading this. I guess my question is this: what do I do to manifest him back romantically? Is there anything I can do to speed it up? I mean I am patient and have trust in the universe but, I also miss my boyfriend.  I do visualize everyday and practice basic LOA things such as positive and love and gratitude. ALSO! Is it okay that i contact this person first? As i said we still talk on the phone but we alternate who calls first but it seems its me calling him more and him not wanting to get off the phone. 


Side note* We really started talking after  i  bought and wore rose quartz. I lost the  braclet  then he broke up  wih  me but, then  i  found it.
 

Last edited by dizzy_dreamer_sidney (11/10/2016 9:31 am)