Fair warning this will be a long story.
My day started like they usually do. A slight bought of anxiety as I wake up. I've found I'm able to combat this by getting in a relaxed position and focusing on my body parts from my toes to my head and just visualize them relaxing. Focusing on my breathing and positive affirmations/things I'm thankful for until I fall back asleep.

When I got up I decided to go for a walk in nature. I just looked around and always am in awe of the beauty of this earth. Everything in harmony with the changing of the season. Everything just existing in the now moment. This always helps me get appreciative and in a good mood.

Now is where the fun stuff starts to happen and why you should follow your heart and positive energy instead of fear and negative energy. My friend presented the idea to go bowling earlier in the week. I really didn't want to, I just wanted to stay at home and concentrate on my visualization and being alone, but I said yes anyway. That's what my heart wanted to do.

I'm doing some driving to help keep my head at peace because my love texted me about an hour before I was supposed to go bowling. She was finally picking up the rest of her stuff from my apartment. I kept saying to myself that this is supposed to happen. The universe is hard at work making my manifestation happen. I kept my head calm and my mind at peace. I park my car for a bit and go to recline the seat. I'm laying there focusing on my breathing and keeping myself happy and in a good vibration. The time comes for me to head to the bowling alley so I go to put my seat up and the lever breaks. My seat is stuck in recline. Instead of spiralling out into negative thought like woe is me, this is the worst time, my thoughts aren't fully in line etc. I instead said to myself there is a good explanation why this happened.

Well I'm going to the bowling alley with my seat reclined which is a very uncomfortable drive. I get there and go wait inside for my friend. It's busy and there's a birthday party going on. It's someone that I went to high school with. Her daughters 8th birthday. I'm not sure what that had to do with my reality but she said it was really cool to get to see me. Too bad she had a boyfriend lol. Another girl I went to high school with. Has a boyfriend too lol. Said I looked good. I say thanks and continue to wait.

Well as I'm waiting I hear an older lady call my name. It's my love's grandmother. She absolutely adores me and calls me a sweetheart. I know she's rooting for us to get back together. But it turns out a part of her family is there bowling as well. I say hi and am friendly and what not then my friend gets there. We go to rent a lane and wouldn't you know it. The lane that's open is next to them. I knew this was something I created. I mingle with them while we bowl. I love seeing them honestly that's one of the things I love about my love is her family.my loves grandpa asks about if we split up and if was just a temporary thing. I stayed positive and said I'm not sure what will happen but everything is working out for the beat. I tell him about my seat because he likes doing that kind of work and told me to bring it by his house later. I told him I might. I would have said yes right away, but their house is straight across from where my love is temporarily staying. I knew in my heart I had to go however since my handle broke off in no coincidence.

After we get done bowling I started to head home. Afraid of going over there, but I ignored my fear and my heart told me to go. So I did. I pull into their driveway just as my love is leaving to get her things. I didn't look her way at all and walked up to the grand parents.

Her grandmother was watching a movie on her iPad. In the movie they were bowling. Huh that's really funny. I asked her what it was about and she said it was about a girl who broke up with a guy and the guy really wanted a second chance but she was hesitant but in the end they were back together. You don't say? I said in my head.

Anyway we get my seat fixed and I start helping her grandpa with his deck since he helped me with my car. My love returns to her temporary house and comes over to give me my mail key. I'm smiling and keeping my vibe positive and the interaction went well. I didn't try to drag out more of a conversation.

That's the end of my day and I'm very pleased with the result. Of course I would have loved if she leapt into my arms and told me she wanted to be with Me forever, but the universe had a plan to get there so I'm not worried. Ahh the feeling of letting go.

I hope this story might help some that are having problems finding positives in negative situations. Remember to love yourself even when you're thinking negative. Like Veronica says if you can get your negative and self doubting self on your side you're unstoppable.