After having a minor meltdown and a good cry I feel all of the resistance I had has gone. My problem was I was obsessed with the past, over things I said. I can't take them back so why should I let them trouble me? I can't change any of the past but I'm working on a better future and he is sharing this with me. I've let myself go lately, I'm a mess physically and so is my bedroom and things like that. I deserve better than this so I'm going to work on that and getting back into a better sleep schedule. 

It is soooooo important that you take care of yourself, keep clean, keep your living space clean, sleep well and get into a routine that benefits you and keeps you aligned. From now on this is my plan. I bought a yoga mat months ago so yoga and daily walks will now be added to my LOA routine. Re-starting my 25 day challenge because now I feel no resistance and my goals are clearer than ever.  Watch this space, there'll be a success story to follow.