So i havent written anything on here for a while. I started with LOA back in March i think.  I had alot of ups and downs tried so hard with visualizing , reading anything i could , watched videos, RS, scripting everything.  I do believe all that works but i started feeling more down doing all that so i stopped for a while but still always believe i will be with her.  A little while ago i think ive been the best i've been. Happier and felt so attractive to others and just felt amazing. Was getting looks from other girls and everything was going great , school, job offers I felt like i was vibing so high and very little low days if any.  I could always pick myself back up fairly easy too.  

What do you know she texts me back from a message on instagram i sent a month ago. Saying "I thought i responded to you" .  I said its cool dont worry about it and we conversed talking about her work and she always says its not good.  She is looking for another.  She finally asked how school was going for me and work too. She hasnt asked anything about me in a long time lol.  We talked maybe 4 times that week.  She would send me random posts about some store and said "check it out i think you'll like it" .  
So weird to get this from her. 
She sends me random things like she doesnt know what phone to buy.  most messages at 10:00 pm and even at 1:30am one time.  She didnt respond back to me one night and apologized a few days later saying she fell asleep.  

I know she is not happy with her person if she is with someone still,  i can tell.  I can just feel something is wrong and ya maybe she does talk to me cause she is bored but i know deep down she still thinks about me for sure in some way.  I can feel it lol.  She joined linkedin and was telling me she is setting up an account and she wants to add me and she did right away. I was her first connection. why me? lol.  She did eventually add the guy she is seeing/not seeing i have no idea. lol  He does not bother me though i dont even think about him in any way with her, he does not threaten me in any way lol.
Then i see that this guy checked out my profile too.  Does this mean he his worried about me now?

What is happening? probably would prefer a womans viewpoint as i apparently dont understand them fully. lol

We stopped now for about a week. I am going to send her something when i feel better. I was feeling down a couple times this week and i only want to message her when im in a high vibration.  But why does she do all this she must know what it does to me and if she didnt want me in her life why even reach out to me and act like we talk everyday and nothing happened between us.

i know it doesnt really matter what is happening all that matters is what i believe and i know im creating all this but im just happy knowing that when i feel super aligned great things happen!!! Its been proven so many times i cannot deny anymore that LOA works because it does.  Also ive seen 11:11 or 9:11 or 1:11 even 11's all over the place everyday for a long time maybe over a month now its crazy! i love seeing it.  

Just thought it'd be nice to hear what a woman thinks. 

Thank you so much for hearing my ramble.
Good luck to everyone on getting what you want.