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- issha
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Of two minds ... time to give up.. I think..but then what if
So I posted earlier in the superman game section. I was on day two of it and then did something stupid... I went on Facebook and liked something of a mutual friend. I checked to see if he logged off when he realized I was logged on and he did log off.
It's been two years now. I learnt about loa last year but I was too depressed then to even attempt it and felt all was lost. I'm not depressed now but I still do these silly things. He's limited me from many of his things on Facebook.
I wish I didn't check. I really want to throw in the towel now. I want to block him and walk away. So tired.
I manage to think good things for a day or two even a week but see nothing. Sometimes I think public posts from him are a sign of manifestation but then nothing happens after that.
I want to go to a workshop next week but I know he will be there. I haven't seen him for year.
Should I block him and Go? Should i block him and not go?
Should I not block him?
- Sanshi
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Re: Of two minds ... time to give up.. I think..but then what if
It's never about the actions you take. It's always about the way you feel about the action. Do what feels good to you or lign up with the action you decide to take.
Reading your post, it's completely obvious why you don't see results. You think good thoughts and then you look, if they have manifested. So, you think the thoughts not to feel good, but to make something happen and behind this very intention, there is a feeling of lack that holds you back from manifesting what you want. Besides, the moment you look for your manifestation, it shows that you haven't really done what you say. Why would you look for the manifestation, when you already live the reality you want? You would feel satisfied with your thoughts and you wouldn't feel a need to look for the evidence of your thoughts. And then, results would come quickly.
"Self-abandonment. That is the secret. We have to abandon ourselves to the state, in our love for the state, and in so doing live the life of the state and no more our present state. And to make the state alive, one must become it."
Neville Goddard ~ The Law and the Promise
- issha
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Re: Of two minds ... time to give up.. I think..but then what if
You are right. That is what I am doing. But I feel trapped in it. I think good thoughts but then immediately focus on reality and why the good thoughts couldn't be, so then I look for the manifestation.
I am not satisfied with my thoughts.
How can I ignore current reality. People says its in the past, but not if it is happening all the time.
Feel stuck and feel hopeless.
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Thread Starter- Justine
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Re: Of two minds ... time to give up.. I think..but then what if
Do whatever you truly want. If you want to go, go. If you don't feel comfortable, don't.
Don't make the decision based on him. If you don't feel good about seing him, then don't go because as Sanshi said, nothing good's going to happen if you don't align with your action. 
- Sanshi
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Re: Of two minds ... time to give up.. I think..but then what if
issha wrote:
I am not satisfied with my thoughts.
Because you don't accept them as a reality. If you would, they would satisfy you. That's the big problem that I have with the term "ignoring reality". First of all, you can't ignore anything, because the moment you try to ignore something, you focus on it. This is an inclusion based universe, ignoring doesn't work. You can only focus on something else. Secondly, by using the term "ignoring reality" you aknowledge that there is a reality to ignore and that isn't really the case. Your thoughts are equally real. If you could understand that, you could create everything.
"Self-abandonment. That is the secret. We have to abandon ourselves to the state, in our love for the state, and in so doing live the life of the state and no more our present state. And to make the state alive, one must become it."
Neville Goddard ~ The Law and the Promise
- jensherratt
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Re: Of two minds ... time to give up.. I think..but then what if
If you really want to be back with him then you should never give up.
We recieve exactly what we expect to recieve. - John Holland.
- AceWay123
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Re: Of two minds ... time to give up.. I think..but then what if
From what I believe.
You visualized, you created a connection, his already got the loving feelings for you. Without a doubt.
If you block him, you'll probably get the urge to go back and see what he posted.
Blocking is not necessary, I don't see any reason to block.
The best thing to do, since your getting bored of this person, is to change your intention.
Instead of ONLY wanting this person, you could say, "I want this person OR someone similar to that person"
That way you have nothing to lose and nothing to get fed up off. You either get him or someone similar.
Remember, you have your whole life time to send love, to pray for this person, to come across each other... it's an interesting journey with many surprises, don't rush anything, don't expect too much.
One day the person would be right in front of you, saying how they feel and you'd be shocked with happiness.
Hope it helped❤
Never give up.
There are different routes to the same destination.
- issha
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Re: Of two minds ... time to give up.. I think..but then what if
"The best thing to do, since your getting bored of this person, is to change your intention."
I am not getting bored of him. I really like him. I thought things turned around and there were signs of manifestation because yesterday he "liked" a post of mine.And now today he "liked" a profile pic of another woman he use to flirt with to get me jealous when he wanted me to go out with him initially. He hasn't "liked" a profile pic of mine the last two times I changed them. I know it's petty and I know it's sounds stupid and I know it's dumb of me to get on the emotional roller coast ride that I get on because of these things.
I am done, unless someone who has been succcessful in a bad situation, that is more than a year of not speaking can tell me why I shouldn't be.
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