Well, after a couple of months, I finally unblocked my guy on Facebook. He's been blocked pretty much since we broke up. I looked through his profile a little bit, even though we shouldn't, but I was a little curious. All of our pictures he shared are still up. He never deleted them. He's also, of course, still single as I've been affirming. I've restarted the 25 day challenge, but I wanted to make sure before I restarted it, that I fully forgave him and everything that happened between the breakup and now. I can officially say that I do. I figured it would be the right time to unblock him, because the past week or so, I have been flooded with positive memories, that made me smile. The negative things weren't coming back into my mind. But when they did, I was able to talk myself down from them and remember the TRUTH. 
Even remembering the good memories, it just reaffirmed to me even more that we're just right for each other. We fit like puzzle pieces. That's how it felt when things were at their best. We can and will get there again. 
When looking at his profile, I didn't feel anxiety in a bad way. I felt butterflies, yes. But I smiled. 

I kept telling myself that my first step towards the manifestation, was a new job. I did end up getting myself a job and working again, so my life is slowly becoming busier and more established. After last week I started feeling more excitement, and especially now, that I can officially say I no longer harbor any of those hurt feelings. It took a really long time to truly get to this point. So, I officially started the challenge again. I CANNOT wait to share my progress as we go along. I think that truly feeling this forgiveness, unblocking him (but not creeping him all the time) opens the door. Not for communication, because he can always contact me. It doesn't matter if he's blocked or not. But, I think that I truly opened the door for the energy to truly move when it comes to him. Plus, I have been saying little prayers for him. Prayers that he will grow as a person, get better, evolve in every aspect of his life. I know that the day he comes back he will be back for good, and a better person than who he became at the end of the relationship. 

I'm feeling great. I just wanted to share. Of course I'm not contacting him, but I have this feeling that the energy is flowing. The 25 day challenge worked once before and got me one apology. I know that this time it'll be even better now with my improved state of mind.