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hey guys!
i feel like i'm going crazy. again. i talked to him yesterday and it's a big mess of anger. he even told me that he had been feeling the "magic" i've been using, meaning loa, since he knows about that.Β
i can't get out of my mind that i hurted him, and this was a year ago, he says that the whole relationship was too painful, and that he doen't want to get ever back with me. at the end he calmed down and gave me energy and he alughed, and we ended up good, and he said that was an improvment, and we both left smiling.Β
BUT i'm done with him being rude to me and feeling hurt and blaming me. and this is the only thing going on on my head.
i just want to feel good and get this regret out my head of me hurting me, not to attract him, but just to get out of this darkness. what can i do to get this thought off me? and if possible, off his head too? Β
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Stop focusing on it. Stop seeing it the way it is now, create it the way you want it to be in your head. It's that simple.
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Keyword is YET, if you listen closely to that word you would realize you still got this. You just need to keep going and doing what is best for YOU. Do you want to feel panicked or do you want to feel thrilled to know the power is in your hands? Think about that for awhile, love ya!
Last edited by holistichealing (10/19/2016 10:23 am)
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Thank you so much again for your help, this forum has given me so much happiness and i'm so grateful for all of you, my friends.
A little update: the day after i was feeling horrible for all the things he said, i spend the whole day reading a blog about twinflames that always has to say what i need. here's the link if you want to check it out:Β
My vibration got up, and the next day as i saw him at school, i said hi, and he was standing on the other side of the room and came by to say hi with a kiss (that's how we greet each other in Mexico, cheek with cheek), and he stood there. i had on my computer a tab open with the blog of twinflames, and he said joking, keep on focusing! but he didn't knew what the blog was about haha, so this was a perfect sincronicity and i attracted him because i put so much emotion as i was reading the blog and feeling better about him. crazy right?! i live for this little "coincidences" in life.Β
as we were leaving from school, a boy who has always been interested in me came by to say hi, and my love was around and my friend said hi to him as well (i hate how men do this mindgames with each other hahaha) and i said to my love, why did you said hi to him?! and he said; there was a Β f*** you beneath. he always said that in the past because he hated that he was in love with me. so this means that he is still interested!Β
Things really changed over day, and he was so calm and i didn't felt his anger any more. as i let it all go, everything got into place again.Β
everything is always so simple and we got tangled so easily right?! Β
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