I didn't feel like reading through the complete thread, but I want to state that your Now reality and what has happened in the past has no relevance AT ALL. You only make it relevant by thinking about it, by telling us your story, by thinking that this is the base on which you have to create the next steps. That's why you are still where you are. You keep it alive with your attention to it. Why would you see an ugly painting and try to make it better with all the colors you have? Just start a new one.

Sanshi wrote:

And btw, nothing is meant to be. You have the complete freedom to choose whatever you want, but you have also the responsibility to create for yourself what you want.

I really love what you just said. 

Hope and Faith, I am so glad to know that his mom supports you....u have great things going for u,,,,,keep the vibration high and focus as Sanshi said....u are almost there.....

He liked my pic on Facebook..after many many months 😃finally!
I know it's a pretty small thing but I am just grateful...
It's crazy how we don't acknowledge and feel grateful for small small.things in life...n whn they r gone..they matter the most 😃

Yesssss
Thanks robin😃