I'll try my best here. While scripting and visualisation aren't necessarily needed in order to manifest anything I'd suggest trying them out, they are good for aligning with your desire. It's natural to feel a overwhelmed but this is only one reality and one you're able to change. Just act as if. Be thankful for your wonderful job, be thankful for your wonderful relationship, even if they haven't manifested into this reality yet.  Everything you want already exists, you just have to align with it to bring it into this reality! 

LoveIsGod wrote:

Thank you!

Yes i try to act as if....but everyone around me make me realize that i am "acting" as if...

In most cases people will reject a concept they don't understand, the majority of people I know do not understand the law of attraction so I don't talk to them about it and when I'm around them I just mentally picture my love as being with us. Just carry on with what you're doing, I know you mentioned you don't script but maybe you could try re-writing your day as if your love is with you? 

I read this on The Secrets website and it's given me some ideas, you could try these too. 
http://www.thesecret.tv/stories/imaginary-letter-of-revision-works/