Having bipolar is a real struggle. I know a couple of people who suffer with it and their thoughts change rapidly but that does not mean you can't get what you desire. Some of the tips I use are quite simple but very effective Everyday, write out a gratitude list. Write down everything you are grateful for Put at least 10 to 15 things on this list but you can write more. Another thing you could is prepare for going out on a date. Tell yourself you are meeting up with him for real. Take some clothes from your wardrobe/closet make sure they look good on you, they're clean you can even buy new ones if you wanted to, look online for restaurants or bars or anywhere where you're likely to go on your first date, if you're going to the movies, have a look and see what's on. Another thing you can do is imagine yourself telling someone you know that you already went on this date, tell them what happened and how it felt to finally meet up with this guy. Script it. Write a date in the future and then write a journal entry about the date (write in the PAST tense) this will create an image in your mind that it has already happened and you should feel happier and more positive. Still visualize this date whilst scripting it It's a good manifestation tip I hope this helps,

Thanks for the replies, guys. Today was a better day. Going to take the advice on board. I saw his name online a few times today and also heard it mentioned a few times, going to chalk these up as being signs. It feels great being on the right track again.