Hey guys I really need your help!

My ex came back into my life again. We've seen us from time to time he even slept at my place again and wrote me almost everyday. But as I was getting anxious and clingy again I wanted to stop that. So I tried a cut the cord meditation. But since that time everything totally crashed. It was like I really broke our strong connection we've always had and he became distant day by day and yesterday he ended it completely...

I want to get our connection back again ... I didn't want to break it just wanted to get away from going anxious so fast ...

Do you know any meditation to reconnect again with the person you love? Or just connect anyway? Lol

Please help