My ex broke up with me in Dec because we moved to  different countries. I love him a lot. He is currently in the military and it is difficult to reach him. He doesnt want to get back together. I visualized him proposing and us being married and having a family together and it was a great feeling. The problem is lately I feel awkward thinking about marrying him. I don't know why and maybe my ego is acting up because it was him who did the break up and I feel like am I desperate to be manifesting this?"or "shouldn't he be contacting me already?"
Hopefully this will go away soon because it is blocking my vibration right. I am happy and working on myself a lot but some day I miss him a lot but I try to think that we will be together soon. But so far no contact from him yet. Any suggestion??
Thank you