So I went to talk with him tonight! I got over there and I was SO nervous I was shaking and couldn't get the words out. He laughed a little and hugged me and told me it was okay. I apologized for treating him poorly and said thank you for telling me I was a negative person because I couldn't see it at the time. He said he was sorry too, that he never looked down upon me, and always thought I was the sweetest girl. He said he didn't want to continue it because of the way that he was. Then, we talked about our summers, school year and families. After 20 minutes there was an awkward pause so I said I was gonna go but thanked him for having me over. He gave me a hug and pulled away. Then he said "this is going to sound weird but it just feels so good to hold you again" So he hugged me again but this time for a really long time. He told me he had missed me and wanted to hang out again soon so we could talk more. He kissed me on the cheek and hugged me once more before I left. I am so thankful and hopeful!