So my person he slowly started to come around. He would ask to see me but then something always came up and I felt like he was toying with my emotions. But his job is very demanding so in fact it could of be true. As he started to come closer and I started going back to how wonderfully things were before but I wasnt getting the same responses or actions and I started to act like person I became when I things dont go my way. This was one reason we stop because everytime Infell more innlove with him I tried to leave, fear of getting hurt. I asked him 2 questions and his response to one of the questions was that he forced his feelings to change for me. And then thats when I said emotionally I cant do this anymore and I told him emotionally i was going to move on but we could still be friends and hang out of he wanted he said ok. Then i asked him is forever and he said I dont know why the future holds things change. Then the next day I told him me trying to reject those feelings towarda him would be me lying to myself and Im not going to do it unless its something that naturally comes. Which opened up a big argument about how I always go back and forth with everything and now he chooses not to reapond to me after 4 days ago. For 2 months he blocked me ignored everything email phone calls blocked numbers to alter his emotions for me then came back to be friends? And now I feel like do I just give up because I created all of this is do I stick it out because hes the person I truly want and he has been there for me through everything and now he doesnt even want to anywhere near me. What to do?